Happy Birthday to me, myself and my mom (:
Friday, June 19, 2009
Today was a little hectic for me, was busy updating the
http://ardourshan.blogspot.com webbie. (:
I wished Marmee Happy Birthday too <3I recieved a lot of texts of well wishes [
thank you all]and Hon Long gave me a morning wake up call at 9 plus, as usual I was happily sleeping until he called =.= He gave me a shock, I thought that today was Saturday and I was late for the meet-up. LOL.
Thank you all, for calling/texting/giving me a shout out on Facebook's wall/baked a cheesecake or like my brother
sang to me a birthday song 12plus in the morning when I was surfing the net.
My brother came back home with his girlfriend and was happily holding the cheesecake she baked[thank you(:] and sang the Happy Birthday song. For a moment I was thinking that he might just suddenly smash my face into the cake. LOL I have no idea why it popped into my head.
Then let's back-track two days ago.
It was Hon Long's Birthday(: Happy Birthday! Forever 18th right? LOL.
Plus I meet-up with zhuang, dearest <3 style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">Monsters vs Aliens in 3D. So cool! I'm going to watch Ice Age 3 in 3D too! Hee hee (:
Ah, before I forget, zhuang gave me these for my birthday present <3 style="font-weight: bold;"> love you zhuang ^^*

A little advert here: I'm try to sell my
Sony DCR-DVD808E, if you are interested please leave your email in the shourmix chat or email me at ardour.shan@gmail.com.
I didn't really use it frequently so I was thinking of selling it off. To see more details about it, you can either go to
http://ardourshan.blogspot.com or
my ebay account.
Let me end off this post once again with a picture of the blooming plant in my house (: This was taken awhile back but it still blooms everyday (:

I just saw zhuang's blog <3
6 years and counting <3333 style="font-weight: bold;">
Thank you zhuang(:
--shan shan WANTS a little fluffy animal--
10:11:00 PM
So old... that's it's dead
Friday, June 12, 2009
Hello to whoever that still read my blog which has been
rotting since this February. Many apologizes, never really sat down to type out what has been going on in my life.
To note: Yes I am still "slacking" at home and I'm still working on the SMU's appeal. [I should try and do that tonight.] I should start painting on the shoe the customer ordered too =.= Will work on that when I finish this loooong post.
These past few weeks/months I've been going out for meet-ups, class gathering (: and the occasional church services. I honestly didn't know people would be so on about something other than shopping can. New Creation church really is HUGE, OMG 3 venues for one service all at suntec.
Don't confuse the crowd with the PC/IT show.To those who think I'm converting,
the answer is no. I just go to these services understand my brother better, he's going to convert. I'm sort of studying the Bible too... not that I've flipped past the introductory page =.= I plan to read it lar... but haha at my own pace?
I can't bear to leave my parents alone so I'm firm on not converting, I'm not interested in converting anyway. I guess I'm the kind who likes to believe in myself, although at many a times I lose confidence LOL!
A random thought while I'm typing: I'm currently thinking of shifting this blog over to the ardour.shan user, lazy to keep logging in and out lar. I'll see what I can do, I never really use this gmail account anyways.
A shout out to Corn: I'm so sorry it took so long for my to come out with your shoe design =.=||| Please don't hate me =X If you are still interested I'll email you the scans of my sketches next week.Went out with Zhuang today and she asked me what I want for my birthday, LOL (: I seriously don't know lei.
These are on my WANT list...I guess[I thought of this in 20 mins in front of my computer LOL]:
- This is impossible to give but entry into NUS...hahas(:
- LG Viewty KU 990 cellphone [hoping to get in September >_<]
- New digitalCamera :X Sony T77[after I sell my camcorder or should I get a better camera...any to recommend?]
- Ankel boots/booties like these: Which one nicer huh? Or both equally shitty? LOL (:

I found this on Suet Yi's friend's site [nice right?]: Cherrykoko
- Zara's heels [damn chio the price very nice too hahas]
Body shop items [Laura and Hon Long getting it le;X Thank you guys (:see you guys next week(:]- Clazziquai/Alex Music CDs? LOL. Do they even sell that in Singapore?
- A ring/accessories? LOL, zhuang was suggesting that to me at Lot 1 just now. Hahas (:
- Victoria's Secret body mist: Love spell [Hon Long intro one, with cherry blossom, peach & white jasmine]
- Tools for making accessories. Like those DIY necklaces, rings etc. I think that making it is kinda cool (: but I don't know where to start lei.
- A sewing machine. LOL! Janome TB 12 or 30 [I'm not sure when my crave for a sewing machine will die off =.= maybe when my mom carries out the ancient sewing machine, those you see in the museum, from the store room] By the way: Threadbanger is an interesting DIY webbie (: check it out if you have the time (:
- I seriously need more clothing but I'll go hunt for it next year lar when I've moved over to my new house.
- This last one will get people flipping mad(: A trip to Japan. =X
I found this
site a couple of weeks ago, I think there designs are rather cute(:
CLICK HERELOL reminds me of Reuben's drawings. I might send in my designs for the tees a little later on when I'm finished with the SMU's application =X
On a side note, while the outlook of my blog hasn't changed I've changed the song playing on the blog (:
After Love (Female Version) by Clazziquai. Somehow I've fallen head over heels for the band <3
I just found out that there's an irritating 30 second limit that the imeem staff has put on it. It forces us to go onto their website to listen/preview the full version of the song. Maybe this resulted in copyright issues or just a way to obtain more revenue. Who knows?
I'll quote from Hon Long when I texted him saying that my existing jaw problem worsened:
Whatever happened? Slack too much until your jaws also slacken ah?
So WTF. Hahas (:
I'll end off this long post with a picture taken by Zhuang <3
PS: zhuang I'll upload the photos you took on facebook okies? (:
--shan shan WANTS a little fluffy animal--
3:56:00 PM
perfect shade of dark blue, dark blue
Saturday, February 07, 2009
Finally delivered the shoes but I should be lazing around. I need to collect some design ideas for the shoes which I have done yet =.=
Strangely this morning while waking up, I was already brainstorming what I should put on the shoe...with my eyes closed >___<
OMG. I hope I have my colour pencils hidden somewhere in my room.
Updated: Song and Tagboard. The previous one has too many pop ups =X Thank god for shoutmix (:
Okies I have about 2 more hours, I better go to the drawing board (:
--shan shan WANTS a little fluffy animal--
2:50:00 PM
As promised ♥
Thursday, February 05, 2009
♥
I'm in a rather good mood now (: Just finished painting the first coat of paint on the shoe and waiting for it to dry. Seriously, by Saturday I think you guys would be thinking what the heck happened to my hands. Chipped off nail polish and black and pink paint. Okies note to oneself, cut finger nails and put on a new coat of nail polish.
Finished reading the book,
Feels like home by e.E.Charlton-Trujillo. I thought it was a great book, not that I'm comparing it to the
Harry Potter or the
Twilight books (Which I have yet to read to see what's the fuss is about). But it's a really nice book to read where you see a character growing. Something like
Tuesdays with Morrie but not really there yet. =X
I'm horrible at describing books. But it was basically a painful process of letting go which the characters had to deal with.We all try to grow up and be mature to face the things that hurt us the most. But in the end we all end up realizing that we took the wrong path to face the situation. We hurt others, we keep it in ourselves, reliving things by memory. Not letting go.
But the story ends off with a partial release of the past and moving on. We may wish for things to go back as before but in our own way, we would eventually move on.
The story revolved a little on a book call
The Outsiders, a novel by S. E. Hinton. I'm thinking of getting the book to read (: Seems to be an interesting one.
I'm pretty much in love with this book. God knows why this line means so much to me (:
He never left me alone. Not for a girl, not for anything. That's why he was gold.
I'll see you guys around on Saturday then (:
DOMO-KUN (:
--shan shan WANTS a little fluffy animal--
4:46:00 PM
paint, check! design, check! No shoes..... OKAY PANNNICK!
Monday, February 02, 2009
Today I was suppose to wake up early to do some house work and clean up my room. Which reminds me, why the hell did I decide to clean up my room at 1am in the morning? =.=
Maybe I'm becoming like a vampire. I can almost see the sign hanging outside my door saying, "Rui shan, Vampire, only active at night."
Sign. Slightly upset now because I can't start on the customized shoe because the shoe shop selling plain shoes isn't opened at all =.= where else near can I buy shoes? Shoot =X
I'm panicking a little, but at the same time I don't feel motivated to hunt for SHOES. I think I only like the painting and planning of designs of shoes. I'm amazed at how much effort I put into making them. It's fun =X
Recently I've been hyped up about DIY stuff. It's like a hobby I guess. Then again when you are at home all the time, maybe that's another source of entertainment? LOL.
Forgot to upload this picture in the previous post (:
This is Hon Long before he was forcefully captured to an offshore island:

Lousy camera I know =.= But look what happened when we [laura and I] met up with him on the 24th of January.

NO MORE HAIR!
He happily wear this red cap while he was out of the army for a couple of day. He quite poor thing lar. He had to go back into the army on the 2nd day of the CNY, when all his relatives go to his house to celebrate CNY. LOL. Sad sad.

Went to City hall to hang out and eat dinner. I was late for the meet up =X sorry guys >___< Before we left the place had coffee in Starbuck (I still think I prefer coffeebean but when you need coffee, you just grab it [: )

We were all on the last train back home and we weren't aware of it until Hon Long messaged us (: Heng la.
Here's Laura. [ignore the whitish figure, bad camera and a kid running pass ruins the whole thing =.=]

and Hon Long suspects the guy wearing the white cap at the back is a NS guy too (: LOL!
I had fun you guys (; Let's meet up in about a week and a half later when the "super star" from tekong comes back (:
Lastly, zilian! =X [bad shot... but oh well =X]

He never left me alone. Not for a girl, not for anything. That's why he was gold.
Feels like home by e.E.Charlton-Trujillo
I'll write about this, in the next post or something. Really loved this book which I'm reading now.
--shan shan WANTS a little fluffy animal--
5:40:00 PM
ARDOUR, ardour and.....
Sunday, February 01, 2009
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR everyone (:
Sorry for the late update :X I know I don't really have an excuse especially when I'm slacking at home :X *I blame facebook but oh well (:*
I'm super addicted to 2 things:
FACEBOOK & FRIENDS
LOL. I mean I can't resist Syaoran ;X
Thank you Celine for inviting me into Pet's Society :)))) <3
Sometimes I disturb my brother on facebook but oh well (:
Chinese New year is a little dull this year but I do enjoy spending time with my family. Plus oh glorious food!!! (:
I went to a church CNY service and enjoyed the singing. It was held on the Friday, 23rd of January. It's a place where you can go out of tune and nobody hears it (:
I'm still enjoying my time at home. Plus somehow my family doesn't want me to go out of the house except my father, he tells me to go and walk around the estate for fresh air. LOL.
Re-did the banner. How does it look? Give me comments, good or bad (: Thank you (:
Ps: My computer data is entirely erased so I can't go to Audition or Msn much. Sorry you guys (:

Link me! (: And you'll get a 10% off your total purchase in ARDOUR (:
--shan shan WANTS a little fluffy animal--
5:59:00 PM
Baby come back to me
Thursday, January 15, 2009
The rain falls, oh the rain falls... I don't want to be aloneI wanted to go to Orchard today but I woke up late and was lazy to get my ass out of the house. Spent time seeing FRIENDS instead. I love how funny the scenes are when Monica and Chandler are sleeping together and try to hide it from their friends. :X
I think it is interesting to have a group of people whom you can pour your feelings to, be it good or bad. Plus there's always someone to break the tension (: Mostly done by Joey or Phoebe.
After typing the above, OMG! I'm bloody addicted to FRIENDS. LOL. If Hon Long sees this, I think he will scold me. He would say, "WHY YOU NEVER WORK! REMEMBER WE GOING JAPAN NEXT YEAR!!! GO WORK AND SAVE MONEY!!!!" *RUNS AWAY*
On a side note: Take care Hon Long. :X I'm so sorry I didn't answer my phone yesterday. :X sorry >__<
Soon I'm going to screw my life and future and I'll be wishing that it would be a fucking dream.Baby come back to me.
I'll be everything you need.
Boy, you are one in a million.
It would be nice to tell someone I love them.
--shan shan WANTS a little fluffy animal--
11:39:00 PM